How do you leave the past behind, when it keeps finding ways to get to your heart?
Smile. It's easier than explaining why you're sad.
Anyway Ive missed partying. Been quite some time huh.I hasn't been in my state of mind recently. My life has gone bonkers.I've been working most of the days in a week. Well,apparently I'm saving up for my Jakarta trip with my awesome babes.Praying hard because i really need to get out of this shell as soon as possible.I need shopping and also for my personal expenses. Never felt this cashless before. This total lack of concern has been fucking me off. Even if I am not meant to have a family. I have my lovely friends. My lovely Aunts to save me from all these shits that wasn't meant to. I should be getting back on tracks. I need to work. I need money. Why? Because nothing else in this world matters anymore except for myself and my elder sister. Even if I'm incapable of having my life back,life has to move on eh.Sometimes small little things makes me on top of the world. Sometimes small little things would make me upset. What I'm trying to say is,
No matter how tough your life is. You still have your mother. To weep. To hug. To share your love.
ME?
