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11:29 AM
Thursday, July 23, 2009
that life.
I thought I finally received a break. Only to see the sun fall. My eyes will not see what they longed to see. My lips will not taste what they longed to taste. Why does life have to turn out this way. Full of hatred and pain. Instead of bliss and joy.Yes. I know. Not trying to be too emotional. I'm not those sort. But i just cant figure out why I am feeling so down for the past few days.School is as usual. Except for some major things that I have to do for my FYP.Life's at home is totally shit. My fucking fan break down. and for nearly a week. I slept without a fan. How bad was that. Thanks to Nad for your help.And making my day too . and yesterday night at JB was great. Well,my demands are getting higher and I guess, I have to be independent despite having a stepmom,a father, a sister. you see,life is not like what you always wish for. And Im not doing good right now. U uh. I wanna run. Run as far as i could. Pleasee?
8:28 PM
Saturday, July 18, 2009
hi.
Im losing my voice soon. This flu is really disturbing. I cant even breathe like I usually breathe. my sore throat are killing me. So people, don't talk to me right now. I sound like a mouse squeaking when I talk. urgg. Thought It wasnt that serious. now its getting worsen. Well,I didnt go to the doctor yesterday. Im really dread. Oh , i feel like breaking down. Im staying at my grandma's hs for the time being. Leaving from that house for a moment. Had to fucking skip school. and some fella who dont believe me. =_='' Well, partly because I always tell lies. Cmonlah. Up to you guys. Lazy to talk about it. Anyway,Im a lil' worried due to this H1N1 thingy. Choy ah.
These are some overdueee pictures.
enough ready. Im really tired. Gonna get some rest.
8:56 AM
Monday, July 13, 2009
alone.
The blog is dead. I know. Well,no laptop for now so..yea.Wasn't having a great mood the past few days. Im just so exhausted from all those shits at home. Im nearly losing my mind. I swear. Can i just get out of the fucking fucking house and run away. Away as far as I could?
Or maybe die? okay what the fuck. Im just saying this for the sake of writing. Maybe I should learn to let go and let it move by itself? am not going to elaborate more of what's happening to my fuckinngggg life right now. I just want to be alone. And Sis, if youre reading this .I mean If. Ya,I just want to be alone. Apologise for being a fuccking attitude to you. I dont know. I mean Im just so pressured at home. Even if you understand me real hard. You should try harder. Im alone . Alone. Well,atleast you really got a soul to talk to when you're at your other house.Guess how hard I suffered at home. Thats mainly the dammit reason my nightlife seems to be spent outside. Its kind of depressing somehow. In case you were wondering why I have been rejecting your calls;well,because i have been drinking for the past few days. With friends. Some people whom i can turn to. You've always remind me to take things maturely. I did. If i didnt, you would see me jump off the building. Maybe my fucking attitude hasnt quite changed. When will these fuckiiingggg things end? When? Or maybe when I get out of the house. maybe thats when the fucking hell Umi will talk to me?Might be. I doubt so still.
yea. and I dont want you to worry about me. For now. I have been coming to school. I mean if im fucking lazy;still..What else can i do at home. Youve got option? And Sis,you know something? I nearly got into drug. Nearly. So sis, if youre really readin these. Let me tell you. Im always strong. To any obstacles. and i hope so for any.
cheeros.
and ILY Sis.
10:25 AM
Sunday, July 5, 2009
SAD YET HAPPY.
My oh my.Im going to blog randomly.Im not in the fucking fucker fuckeeeeer mood right now.Just got back from JB.Im incredibly exhausted.I had great fun there.Went there with Rina,my partner. Then we met Norine at JB since she promised to bring us out .Pick us up and drove us everywhere.Had a great filling food.The whole day was very exciting.Took ALOTTTTT of pictures.We were too busy until we miss the last bus back to Singapore.And so and so...We sleptover at her house in JB.She plan to bring us to the club and get some drinks..The Salivate,thats the name..I dont know how the hell me and Rina were allowed to go in despite the age limit of 21.Norine's husband bring us in or whatever.We went to The Salivate.Fucking crowded .Anyway..Very happening.We ordered Chivas for 300 Ringgit.Anyway we split up cash and yea.We drank . And as usual I always get drunk .I dont fucking know what the hell happens to me.But the thing is they told me funny stories.Haha.I cause quite a stir there i guess.alot of things happen lah actually. anyway.. A big big thanks to those who realllyy took care of me there.Haha,even the Malaysian guy there help me.DAMN.And so here's the thing..as we were getting back to the car,that's when i realise my pprecious camera missing!!In the club.So,I cant assume a fuckingggg good soul would kindly give me back.Double check and yea.Just bought it last two months.Its gone.The pictures.Everything. lucky for me,there are some back up pictures in the comp.STTTTILL,sigh.Speechless. still thinking whether to get a new one.MONEEEYY.WHERE to get.FUCKKKK FUCKETY FUCKFUCKFUCK.NO PICTURESS.NO ANYTHHINGG.HELP ME. URG.TOMORROW SCHOOL REOPEN.SIGH.HOW I WISH I CAN REWIND THE TIME BACK.
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3:26 PM
Friday, July 3, 2009
What else can I say? Incredibly Awesome.
Oh my, Ive been watching these videos and Its really awesome!These are some of the techniques from SPACEPAINTINGS.COM. Go search Youtube for more! There's a link too below at my blog.~NightSkyPaintings. Enjoy!
