school.fyp.work.family:( smile as much as you can.
smile. and smile. believe that everything's gonna be better? hope so.
4:28 AM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
due pictures & my 18th.
powerhouse.
HAHAHA!
2:58 PM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Everything is screwed in this life.
7:13 PM
Saturday, October 10, 2009
ROT.
14 more days and boomsssss. Happy Birthday Qia.
10:04 PM
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most. Which makes you in tears having to think about it?I guess the most important things are the hardest to say. Life is all about risks and requires you to leap over and over. Can we still go through all these sweet memories for one last time. Please. I ve lost too much people in my life. And taking things for granted.
11:22 AM
hoping for this littlelight to glow.
Now,Ive got to say that life is full of downs as what we always claim. Now that Ive grown up makes me worry on my surroundings that I'm facing sooner or later. Please,not so soon. Im just a young girl.Still learning the way freshening up for every single things in life.The family that I had felt the moment I'm born in this earth doesn't exist no more. Now that I've learnt that this family of mine is going to be bizzare, I nearly gave up. I'm merely remembering all those small tiny little memories that Ive spent the past 10 years with this f a m i l y. Glad and appreciate that God gave me a new lease of life soon after my Mom was taken be Him. A new Mom to guide me, brought me up. Nevertheless all these I don't appreciate. I admit. Now that you being decisive, you put all these to an end. Every single hatred you felt. You are ending it. Im clueless. Im wondering if I could apologise a million times, then you'll accept me like we used to be. However, dream on. You hate me. You are separating my two small little angels that I ve shared my life with. They are my blood;and I love them so much. Please. Atleast if this family is breaking up in every seconds, let me meet my little ones before you bring them away. I cant afford to lose anymore people in my life. I can't. Since you are following to your way ,what's the point of me crying and tolerating all these. Again, Mom. I'm sorry. These thoughts and my innerself are driving me crazy.
I failed being a good sister and daughter. Nevertheless,even if we're apart,all of you are still close in my heart. I'm sorry.
HAHAHA!
