Monday, July 13, 2009
alone.
The blog is dead. I know. Well,no laptop for now so..yea.Wasn't having a great mood the past few days. Im just so exhausted from all those shits at home. Im nearly losing my mind. I swear. Can i just get out of the fucking fucking house and run away. Away as far as I could?
Or maybe die? okay what the fuck. Im just saying this for the sake of writing. Maybe I should learn to let go and let it move by itself? am not going to elaborate more of what's happening to my fuckinngggg life right now. I just want to be alone. And Sis, if youre reading this .I mean If. Ya,I just want to be alone. Apologise for being a fuccking attitude to you. I dont know. I mean Im just so pressured at home. Even if you understand me real hard. You should try harder. Im alone . Alone. Well,atleast you really got a soul to talk to when you're at your other house.Guess how hard I suffered at home. Thats mainly the dammit reason my nightlife seems to be spent outside. Its kind of depressing somehow. In case you were wondering why I have been rejecting your calls;well,because i have been drinking for the past few days. With friends. Some people whom i can turn to. You've always remind me to take things maturely. I did. If i didnt, you would see me jump off the building. Maybe my fucking attitude hasnt quite changed. When will these fuckiiingggg things end? When? Or maybe when I get out of the house. maybe thats when the fucking hell Umi will talk to me?Might be. I doubt so still.
yea. and I dont want you to worry about me. For now. I have been coming to school. I mean if im fucking lazy;still..What else can i do at home. Youve got option? And Sis,you know something? I nearly got into drug. Nearly. So sis, if youre really readin these. Let me tell you. Im always strong. To any obstacles. and i hope so for any.
cheeros.
and ILY Sis.
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