Thursday, May 7, 2009
why do a person have such a low self esteem?
I am just so puzzled.yet angry too.and it makes me think too that even words can bring you down.
Friend,Im not saying that anybody in this world is perfect.but that doesnt mean that you are so imperfect.let me tell you,even you are better looking than me.your body everything.but never in my mind crossed that i felt this feeling called jealousy and it never struck in my mind to hate you.and right now you are feeling this way.mind you, and mind you again,you are fucking 18.why are you thinking this way?11 months in your relationship is very long.I know you even longer.and i have learnt you.your attitude.and this is the word that i can imply you.
A low self-esteem.you have confidence in yourself.but you are not using it at the right time.yet you can ask me over and over again,am i so ugly that he hates me so much.and i fucking hate it whenyou ask me these silly ass question.the answer is hell no.we are all normal.we are all gorgeous.how many times has he ask for a break up?umpteen times right.you know whats the reason.both of you are wrong.he's a big headed guy.a hot tempered guy.and you?a nice lady that is so giving in.so scared of him.so soft as a jelly.and yes,youre stupid.friend,wake up.we are all getting matured.leave him.he called you a millions of harsh words.and what will you do?Cry.that's all.
and it irritates him.and thats when you guys will quarrel.and when you cry again and again,calling me with the same story,Now I get irritated.Its not that I am not helping you.Im just plain lazy.cos whatever advise i've told you,you ignored.sayang ?with him?fucklah.friend,you are getting on my nerves.dont make it one day that I will confront you in a harsh way.and i have never ever did that.but i will to make you wake up.wake up in this world of reality.never ever let a guy get over your head.if love is so hard for you,why are you still sticking on it?get a life lah.
why?tell me.=_='
cheers.
3:48 AM
