anyway anyway.
It's Mother's Day today.doesnt really see much of the difference.It's the same old thing.except maybe bought my mum a gift.;)
Happy Mother's Day Umi.
well,maybe when i grow older,i've started to miss Ibu .again and again.I wonder what will she see on me being like this if she's here.only pictures describes everything when im young.I really miss her.Having someone to replace her,wont make any difference on me.even if Umi is trying her best to show me that love of a mother,doesnt change from loving my natural mum.and whats getting worse.the moment i grew older,this is what i have been realising,evrything's fading.sometimes it crossed in my mind saying that maybe Umi is some stranger in my home.we always quarrel over small little things.she 's different.always wanting the best for her children.Im not jealous you see.im big enough to think.but sometimes i wonder why do i grow up without a mother.yes,I have Umi.she's the one who have been taking care of me since im 7.but I knew i just cant click with her.her lifestyle.damn.sometimes,i would think back,maybe God is giving me a challenge.even my sister whom i use to be so close is not with me right now.taking care of my grandma.and i will call her mostly everyday,checking things out.or meeting her up for dinner or something.i miss her too.she's now my everything.my dad?im speechless.dont feel like talking about him.im living my life to the fullest right now.and to those who have your mother with you always by your side.cherish her well.cos,when she's gone,you'll realise she's your everything.i mean it.
Happy Mother's Day Ibu.Rest in peace.;)
cheers.
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