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Let’s say I’m experiencing the hard times in life. As people say there’s always an ups and downs in life. In terms of friends, I guess I can say that they either have settle down, while some are still wasting time or they are just simply busy, with school, major examinations. I completely understand with that, not feeling any disappointment or such thing. Maybe I’ve to get used with this situation,as I said adapting to changes. I swear I hate to say this but the atmosphere have really change,a lot.Ugh, I miss school. I miss waking up either early or late to school. I mean nowadays my life is way much unwiser I must say. Although I would say that I miss the days in secondary school and ITE, having to go through the different challenges faced every single day. It will be certainly be a memorable four years + two years and a thing that I wouldn’t turn down if I’ve got the chance to go back to. Blah. I sometimes wonder if I ever overcome my problems on my own when there’s one because I just realise that I’m always running away from it instead of facing it. I can hardly recall a moment when I feel proud solving my problem, this shows I rarely do that. I don’t want this to be part of my personality, I need to be more responsible upon every of my actions. If this stays this way, it wouldn’t led me in achieving my dreams, my goals in life. I need to be more committed in the stuffs I do. On the other note,I've thought of this day and night. I might be applying for NAFA but I will have to get some financial stuff and etc. I need to attend school and be somebody. See,I have big dreams eh.